Trust is tough. I have little of it. I love what I am reading about in the "Master Key System, written by Charles Haanel in 1912. Alot must have happened in the Universal mind during this particular span of time because there is much writing to substantiate similar philosophies...the Law of attraction, The Universal Mind and Universal Substance, The Power of the mind and the Right or Certain Way.
Well, today I began combining the lessons of weeks 1 and 2. Meditation...week one is controlling yourself to actually sit and meditate regularly while week two is to add to that that you must control the flow of your thoughts as you control your body. I was very tired today. I was resting and when I felt rested enough, I sat in an upright meditational position. From there, I relaxed and let my mind drift...I had a rather unusual expereince where I kept re-living imagery I had expereinced in my life at different stages. Also there was a lot of tv imagery. This allowed me to conclude what I once held as a firm belief that too much time spent ifo the tv causes blockage of your energy and causes damage to you psychologically. We need to be able to tune to the infinite and cannot do so productively with a barrage of additional (garbage) data clogging the mechanism...which of course is our minds. I decided to be more conservative about my own tv intake and my children's. They will not be happy but I will find resourceful ways to make it fun for them.
A profound aspect I experienced focused on me lying in grass. I love the feel and smell of being immersed in grass. Wet grass, tall grass, dry grass blowing in the wind on a hilltop. Grass growing wildly or just carefully manicured. It does not matter- as long as I can smell the dirt and earth among the grass and feel it on my skin. At one point I saw images of a battle. Men (all men) in a clearing in a wooded area. They were wearing armor and dressed for battle. I could not hear words but I saw movement. There were many men and horses. I was lying on the ground observing. I felt as though I were one of them. Maybe I had been hit or knocked off a horse? Maybe I was believed dead or just of no consequence to the others. I felt fatigued but not in fear. I was not afraid as I watched, just a feeling of dizziness. That is all I can recall.
I felt restored of energy when I completed my short meditation. I ought to have done more. I will strive for 25-30 minutes tomorrow.
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