~Do it for Yourself~

Sometimes in life, you've just got to do it for yourself.  Other people are going to be judging you or pushing you around or letting you down or worse.  The people who wish for you to fail will always be in the wings...watching for their opportunity to sink negativity into your soul.  So you just have to want whatever you want...want it with all your heart and soul.  Feel what you want passionately.  Love it- your dream.  Really BELIEVE that it is yours.  When it comes to the BIG decisions...I mean the really really tough stuff...you need to follow your gut.  Whatever it is that you feel that passion for, it is meant for you..to be -to have and to possess.  It is never as far aways as you believe it is.

I have been wishing to fullfill my life's dream of having an amazing life!  I have a dream of being in Business for myself and making excellent money and being the Head of my own household.  I wish to make enough money to take care of every need that I have or that my children or spouse have.  I would like to be able to invest in others too and in the community.  Most important to me is the feeling of autonomy and confidence that comes from not needing to depend on anyone but myself.  I wish for a beautiful car and a wardrobe of professional clothes and everything that would make my children happy.  I want them to have money for their educational needs as they enter adulthood. Overcoming this obstacle is very important to me.

So the Law of Attraction is what I need to remember.  I recently downloaded "The Master Key System" by Charles Haanel.  I did this because I recognize that I get small results with the LOA and the reason for this is that my ability to clear my mind and be in control of my thoughts is not my strongest attribute- it needs work.  Mastery of our thoughts is the key to successfully manifesting what we wish for in our lives.  I have been having a lot of up and down days recently.  I want to cultivate the strongest mind !  I want to see the LOA work...bigtime.

A few days ago when we were preparing for Ani's last day of Acting Camp, I was meditating on what a wonderful experience this has been for her and how much she has learned.  I had good-no, GREAT feeling about what she has been doing.  As I considered all the things that had happened already and all that was still to come, I had a vision of Adrian inviting the children back for another day of camp.  As it turned out, the day of camp did not go smoothly according to the parent who stayed behind at the hotel and when I arrived later for my daughter's photo shoot, another mom there informed me about it.  after talking with Ani I realized that it had not hindered her at all as far as I could tell and I had no bad feelings about it.  The Mom went on to say that she and the other Mothers there believed that we would be invited back for additional camp days or hours.

Today I received a message of great encouragement and it was that in fact we were being invited back for more camp training.  It was for a full day!  I believe that my joy and my pure heart in wanting something mutually beneficial attracted this.  It just felt like a  mini-miracle.  Sounds silly to say it now, but maybe it increased my faith a bit.