Well today has been a fine mess for me...a real PICKLE. But as predicted, my vision is much clearer and I am ready for some new opportunities, new people, new friends, new environments. Thankfully, as we live fully in the present, the future has a way of opening up before our eyes. Living each moment in the present thinking...about the task and people at hand...this is what life is built on.
This morning I made a very difficult decision. I guess I feel like Madonna right now...or like Marilyn Monroe. Part of my decision has to do with my name. I will be changing it. The reasons are very personal and those closest to me know what they need to know about it. I have chosen the family I need to be wholeheartedly in and I must sadly close the door on some negative influences that have had unneccessary power in my life for too long. I was angry, but it has cooled to a simmer and now I am repairing the damage from my anger. Now I am asking for the calm and my Inner peace to fill the void.
Each time I have experienced a similar situation in my life where I am in a position where I must choose...or to walk away...This is the time when the truly wonderful things happen! So I should be GRATEFUL for my difficulties...for my tikun and my kilpots. I should rejoice to expose my own negativity and cleanse myself and become more pure and more happy...more confident. I get to transform myself now, like a butterfly from it's cocoon. People are going to like the new me. This is a much-needed and long overdue facelift of my life.
I heard about a wonderful organization today called Send Out Cards. www.sendoutcards.com
I will be doing research about them over the next month and I am strongly considering joining up with them in a Business situation. I see a service that makes peoples lives better and I want to be a part of that. I must thank my friend Dave England for connecting me to them. Life is funny...you feel aimless until one day, you just don't. Today is that day for me.
~namaste
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