~Dreams~

"I'll be dreaming my dreams of you.  There's nothing I'd rather do."  The Cranberries

Lately my dreams have been more vivid than in many years...My sleep is often restless because I neither sleep alone nor do I lack children.  My little one gets me up every night at 2:30 or 3:00am.  This has been from his infancy and he is now two and a half.  I find it difficult to become restful after he awakens me and I become tuned into the other sounds that distract me...David coughing or sniffling or mumbling...Annika snoring and the sound of her mattress squeaking as she moves.  She tosses and turns a lot.  I miss the sound of my Dog's collar jingling in the night.  I felt safer knowing he was there by the back door.

My most vivid dreams actually occur when I am fully lucid and wide awake.  They entrance me to the point where I actually believe they are happening or that I am sleeping when I am envisioning them.  These are my Visualizations- my hopes and my Manifestations for the future.  I hope they are anyway.  I earnestly seek to manifest them- my New Home...My Car...My Wealth and Abundance of all the things that life has to offer...My Vacations....My Pure Happiness and Joy.  I feel joyful most of the time.  I even feel wealthy.  I feel in control of circumstances that once made me feel vulnerable:  Things like my finance and career, my Marriage relationship and my Friendships and Associations.  I no longer wait to see how others will respond in order to decide for myslef how I feel about something.  This is freeing for me.

 I have the most blessed life.  I feel genuinely satsified with my work and my family and my body and my daily activities.  Areas where I am working harder to see improve are my personal relationships with David of course (prime) and with clients and customers.  I am genuinely at peace about money matters because I see them finally coming under my control...

So my dreams have become my reality.  What I was dreaming about 2 months ago is currently my reality...so I have manifested this happier period in my life.  What else can I do for myself?  What else is my beautiful imagination capable of?  Where will it take me tonight?  To Sleep...per chance TO DREAM.