Losing

In general, I hate to lose.  I have never met a person who felt otherwise.  Does anyone like to lose?  Some of us have a higher tolerance for it than others.  My study of the Law of Attraction has taught me that there really is no such thing as losing or loss...all things come to us if we desire them strongly enough.  Huh...I had to stop and ponder that a moment.  Some of the things I want right now cannot come to me until I purge the unwanted.,..creating a space for that which I desire to come into...too vague?  Well, I am afraid I must be.  I must guard my heart.  But one area I do not mind sharing about is weight loss.  I desire to lose...a lot.  It is hard work and the pounds are resistant.  The same is true of the other things I desire to lose.  They cling to me like a bad habit that I cannot break. 

I feel safe when I analyze my future from inside of my head...but once I try to create my inner world on the outside, I am experiencing some difficulties.  What I manifest must be what is best for everyone and therefore I feel burdened with my selfish desires...I keep trying to cast them aside.  I must start feeling happy about my ability to make the situation good for all parties...then I can and will be blessed! But try as I am, I am finding it more than a challenge.  It is a complete roadblock.  My energy is blocked.  Writing about these subjects brings me a great deal of clarity.  Also, my daily meditations and yoga do as well.  I believe that we ought to have the things we love in our lives and as close to us as we wish them to be.  Why should we always have to sacrifice that?  Why do we have to tell ourselves it's bad?  If someone or something makes me happy, I want them to be near.  If someone or something makes me sad, I want them to be far.  Seems simple to me.

So if thoughts become things, then I am bringing my desires close.  The trouble is the unwanted stuff.  I have to "clean house" in a matter of speaking.  I have to continue to meditate and pray for clarity from the universe.  Namaste.